Sacred Time…
So this past Sunday was All Saints Sunday. Usually this day has been a time of
remembering those who’ve gone before us – people we knew and loved
specifically, but really it’s about remembering the “great cloud of witnesses” –
the saints. And I totally get it. I did
think about this, but what really asserted itself was the notion of “Sacred Time”.
Time… evidently it’s more than anything a human construct. Does a fish know water is wet? We know time is a way we measure and order events
from the past to the present to the future.
It’s a way of measuring our life on earth as all this travels through space,
even if we’re sitting still. But there
are some things about time that are not what we’ve always just “assumed” to be
true – some of these; time isn’t static, it isn’t standard… and it’s not separate
from “space”.
The “past” isn’t what we always think it is either. I’m not talking about “the past” like some
think nostalgically of that “Norman Rockwell” era most of us never knew. I’m talking about something else, something deeper. Maybe there’s a “Sacred” kind of past.
Back during my seminary training,
I did my Clinical Chaplaincy experience in a continuing-care facility for
senior adults. Our first week + was filled
with briefings, exercises, medical checks (TB test, etc.), and the various
effects of trying to acclimate ourselves to a new professional
environment. One of those briefings
came from a geriatric nurse, who talked with us about “reminiscence”. She said we often think of this as a synonym
for “remembering”. But she said
reminiscence is not just “remembering” the past, but a re-telling of the past
as one’s memory is filled with emotion and life as much as images.
She said these folks would often talk about the past, they’d
tell stories. She said something like, “be
careful and listen. If they tell you
stories, they’ll be telling you about their lives... stories that mean a lot to
them. But they won’t be just
stories! They might be letting you in
on some part of their histories that doesn’t exist anymore, an experience they
had that possibly meant something to them.
Basically they’ll be leaving a treasured piece of themselves with you.”
I remember hearing a story that was something about the elders
of a particular Native American people… they told the younger generations to
not share the People’s Sacred Stories with the greater American culture! But then they re-thought their decision,
and told them they could if wanted to since to them (the greater American
culture) the stories were just that… stories.
Maybe we’re not used to hearing stories as more than just stories. Maybe we’re not used to hearing stories as
part of a “Sacred Past”. Time measured
in a whole different way, indeed.
Back about 20 years ago, a movie called “The Thirteenth Warrior”
came out. It starred Antonio Banderas as
a Muslim Royal from the Middle East back about 1100 years ago who travels north
to the “Northmen” country – the Nordics.
Can’t remember why he ends up there, but as it turns out, he’s enlisted
into a plan where thirteen warriors (he being the thirteenth) must go to protect
and save another Northmen village. There’s a line in the movie that the other
twelve say on various meaningful moments.
Maybe it’s a bit hokie… made for Hollywood maybe… but the line is:
“Lo there do I see my father, Lo there do I see my mother, my
sisters and my brothers , Lo there do I see the line of my people, back to the
beginning. Lo, they do call me, they bid me take my place among them, in the
halls of Valhalla, where the brave may live forever”
I think this phrase was the movie-makers way of trying to help
the characters meaningfully connect to the “past”…. their past… their sacred
past. There’s something about “looking
back” in that sense. Maybe recognizing
the past in that way somehow gives us “footing” in the present.
National Geographic might still be working on a study on the human
genome –they’ve been doing this study for about 10 years or so, maybe
more. Back in the day, (again not sure
if it’s still going on) their website said this was NOT for genealogic
research, since it studies human migration patterns going back to 10 thousand
years. If you sent them $100 dollars, they’d
evidently send you back a swab to swipe inside your cheek. From this, they would in time share with you
where your ancient ancestors might have lived and where they might have moved
to. This study was a world-side effort,
taking cheek swabs from people across the globe. It studied ancient peoples… our peoples…
our ancestors. And I wonder what it
would have been like to be able to say not just, “Early humans used to live in
____X___ place”, but “my ancestors
used to live in ___ X___ place” and saying this with DNA evidence.
This makes “ancient peoples” more personal – now they’re related
to us! Makes you want to ask what they
were like, what they did, who they were. Sort of explains why so many people are interested
in genealogy in general. Maybe there’s a
part of us that wants to connect to something older than just us and our own “memories”,
older than just our own presence here in this place and time. Sacred Memory… even if it’s not “our own”
memory.
When both my kids were younger – at bed-time, we’d talk a
little, and say a prayer. But sometimes
each of them, in their own time, would ask, “Daddy, tell me a story about when
you were little.” Hearing that made me
remember I used to do the same thing with my parents. I heard stories about my parents, and their
parents… and sometimes I heard stories that had been handed down through
generations. I didn’t know it at the
time, but now I do… hearing these stories was a kind of sacred trust.
But we can also look to the future and the future generations –
the second kind of Sacred Time. There’s
a company called (if I remember rightly) GenePeek. They take the genes of couples who plan to
procreate, and run the genetic break-down in a computer program… then take that
break down and run a thousand possible combinations… basically a thousand “computer
program children”. This gives the
parents an idea of the odds of a kid getting certain characteristics, or the
chance they might develop this or that.
I’ve also heard stories of some Native Peoples here in the US
that, when they were faced with a big decision, would sit and discern how that
decision might affect their descendants to the 7th generation.
There’s something about honoring the past for sure. There’s something about honoring those who’ve
gone before us, even those who we knew in our own past –the people, the experiences. We honor thee with the telling of stories,
with the memories. There’s something about
reaching back through time and space… and there’s something about looking
forward – beyond us – to those that will come after us, our children and
grandchildren, those we’re going to be connected to.
This conscious look into the future – into our futures –
develops in us a sense of connection to our descendants, it develops in us a
sense of responsibility to them. And
this leads us to the third sacred time – The Sacred Present, which may be more
sacred. Here we stand between two
times;
The past – the distinct past of our existences, the murky past
of “family stories”, the mythic past of the human experiences and
The future – of our own genetic descendants, of the continuation
of the overall human story.
But they meet – right here
and right now! With you in your present!
“So, what’s so sacred about the present?!” Yeah, I get that – when you’re sitting in
traffic on the way to work… when you’re doing laundry… when you’re running
errands or chores… I get that. It’s
hard to see the Sacred Present… in the present! Oh the irony!! “Where
is the Sacred in the Present?!”
And yet, I still can’t help but look behind me and see the “memory”
of my ancestors, and look ahead of me and see the “eyes” of my children’s
children – whether actual genetic connections or metaphoric connections… it’s
still Sacred and just as real!
I still can’t help but look between these two and say, “even
though I can’t always sense this whole ‘Sacred’ thing… I have to believe there
is something about being in the sacred in-between”.
Pr. C-
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